March 2021 - April 2021

So, yeah I have seen and read that some people diagnosed with cancer share their journey. My journey not be that road most traveled but it'll be real without too much personal detail, (That's actually funny if you "think" you know me!) because I have a sort of traditionally strange, yet different philosophy than some, but I have my reasons. Those who know me best know what I mean. (as I said, take your shots, sometimes they're pretty funny) 

Anyway, I'm not really sure where to start other than the beginning. There's that weird line between wanting to be a good person and live for today, yet there's things some want to clear up.. I've heard it called putting your "ducks in a row", well, if you know ANYTHING about ducks, they tend to cross the highway IN A ROW. Weirdo's. lol (actually come to think of it I did almost get hit by a truck crossing a road up in the mountains.. all for a cool photo! *see it here* lol I swear my back was giving out as I tried to get to the other side.. it was freaky. My life didn't flash before my eyes as they say, but the grill on that truck most certainly did! :D  That one little duck almost didn't make it, I swear something will probably take me out before any cancer does. It's a demon and I can totally fight a demon... however, I cannot fight a 50 ton truck. lol especially when I'm only a duck geeze... Speaking of fighting demon's tho... trippy huh? All you do is wad them up and throw them on the floor and step on their faces. As if it's hard?!) 

*expect tangents* ;)

So I'm not worrying about my ducks, (regardless of the fact they keep coming up) they're pretty much going to run wild just as they always have. So you can either bear with me on this newfound rollercoaster or not. ;) If not, get out. 

Today is March 11, 2021 and I am trying to stay optimistic about the outcome. I guess everyone wants or needs to be. Otherwise pretty grim huh!? Kinda like your life flashing before your eyes and you're only 12. * :/

Well, otherwise I've been doing things I WANT to do (like everyone thinks I do, right? 

Cancer is evil in more than just the facts it can kill a person.

It may even make you wish you were dead too. Don't tempt fate, I hear she's grumpy.